holding back tears all day and cant focus at work, im a mess.
holy shit im in a lot of emotional pain right now.
feelings from high school are flooding my head, having to in a way say goodbye to my beloved friend (as they always will be) is incredibly difficult.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck…….i want to reach out to someone from that time. my head feels like it was put on backwards with how confusing and saddening this has been
(please dont worry no one has passed. this has probably been a long time coming, im just so stupid.)
okay, enough pity party. i may delete this.
hey I went to Bad At It island and everyone you know was there. yeah turns out you just see the version of them they put forwards in order to not disappoint and in actuality everyone is just trying their best which doesn’t always mean succeeding. yeah you were there as well but it’s ok because you’re surrounded by your friends and loved ones and if you take a moment you’ll realise we are all flawed by nature but we are all full of love for one another and that matters more than any skill or success or achievement.